She ought to know the truth, my past..
However it's a stain in life, I can never erase..
I am no longer a perfect guy..

When you get too serious, things mess up..
So its best you stay out of the picture to see what's going on..

But then, you will be just keep on playing "in the game"

I can never love another like I used to anymore..
I can never believe to be trusted to be a devoted man anymore..
I have no trust no faith no confidence..
I'm afraid of heartbreaks, jealousy..

Till today, I still miss her..
Till today, I still regret neglecting her..
There are things I wish I've not done..
Looking at her photo makes me miss those days with her..
Once so closed together, I hope we still can be good friends..

P.s. It's fated, we are not meant to be together.. But still.. I gave her my heart..